How the journalist’s face has changed over four years of botulinum toxin treatments

Four years of Botox: “It’s not the signs of aging, it’s how you use your facial muscles”

The nurse’s words stopped me cold. The concerns I had come to her with wouldn’t be fixed by fat removal, device treatments or fillers, but by the treatment people love to fear, botulinum toxin.

A journalist’s beauty journey with the world’s most popular non-surgical aesthetic treatment. Did it go too far, would face yoga have done the job after all, and what should anyone who trains at the gym know?
Read the summary
  • Aesthetic botulinum toxin treatment is about rebalancing the facial muscles. Carefully chosen parts of the muscles are relaxed for a limited time.
  • Face yoga and facial exercises are sold as an alternative to toxin treatments, but they can’t touch involuntary muscle activity the way botulinum toxin can. At worst, you end up strengthening the wrong muscles.
  • After four years of treatments, the journalist’s overall expression has changed. The muscles that used to dominate are less active, and the weightlifter’s face is gone.
  • Botulinum toxin can also weaken the facial muscles too much from an aesthetic point of view – see the photos in the article.

My tired look came down to the way I was unconsciously using my facial muscles. When I started botulinum toxin treatments, I also found the answer to a problem that had been bothering me for a long time.

I had been seeing the same aesthetic nurse for quite some time.

We had tried HIFU, lip fillers, PDO threads, fat-dissolving lipolysis and more.

I always told her which parts of my face I wanted to improve and how.

Once, as I was going through my wish list again, she looked thoughtful and said,

“It’s not the signs of aging. It’s how you use your facial muscles.”

Muscle balance shapes the face

That nurse didn’t do toxin treatments herself, but this was the moment I started to understand how much the facial muscles affect the way we look.

When certain facial muscles are too strong, they pull the expression down and create lines that make the face look more tired.

Overdeveloped muscles can also make the face too wide, which bothered me too.

Botulinum toxin helps by gradually weakening parts of these muscles. Wrinkles smooth out and the treated muscles get smaller.

In skilled hands, the balance of the facial muscles can be fine-tuned quite precisely.

Scandal headlines gave Botox its bad name, though the real culprit was often something else

Botulinum toxin has a bad reputation, at least if you believe the scandal headlines of years past.

Whenever a Hollywood star’s cosmetic work went wrong, the tabloids screamed that Botox had ruined their face.

Those images have stuck. Many people still fear that toxin treatments will leave their face puffy and frozen.

Toxin treatments can go wrong too, of course, but in many of those headlines the problem seemed to lie elsewhere.

Most of the time, the faces looked like the result of overdone fillers.

The world’s most popular beauty treatment

Despite the prejudice, botulinum toxin has been described as the world’s most popular non-surgical aesthetic procedure right now, for both women and men.

According to a recent report by the International Society of Aesthetic Plastic Surgery (ISAPS), plastic surgeons alone performed around 7.3 million botulinum toxin treatments in 2025.

Almost half of these were for people aged 35 to 50.

The treatment is effective, and people are generally happy with it.

Not everything called botox is Botox

Botox is a registered trademark of the pharmaceutical company AbbVie.

Other drug makers’ equivalents include Dysport, Xeomin, Azzalure and Bocouture. All of them are based on botulinum toxin type A, a neurotoxin produced by the bacterium Clostridium botulinum.

“Neurotoxin” sounds alarming, but it helps to remember that this is a tightly regulated medicine.

In Finland, the injections may only be given by doctors and dentists, or by nurses with the right training and skills working under a doctor’s supervision.

The doses used in cosmetic and medical treatments are fractions of a microgram.

The toxin is used locally and in very small amounts.

In medicine, botulinum toxin is used to ease painful or troublesome conditions such as migraine and excessive sweating.

Could face yoga replace Botox?

Everyone uses their facial muscles in their own way. Some muscles get more use, others less.

These habits are largely unconscious and involuntary.

No amount of face yoga can relax and retrain the facial muscles the way botulinum toxin does, partly or fully switching off a muscle’s activity for a limited time.

When the sun hits your eyes, for example, you frown without thinking. As far as I know, no yoga exercise can stop that, whereas a toxin treatment keeps the forehead relaxed even then.

That said, if some muscles have been too dominant and others too weak, it’s worth practicing how to activate and relax them.

Botulinum toxin is a great support for that kind of retraining.

I tried face yoga first

Before my first toxin treatment, I tried a face yoga method that was being hyped worldwide as the miracle alternative to Botox and other aesthetic procedures.

The promise turned out to be overblown nonsense.

There’s a lot of hype around face yoga and facial exercise, kept alive in their own social media groups.

I watched a Facebook group with hundreds of thousands of members declare its own method the only right answer, even when it hadn’t helped the people asking.

Comments that took a wider view were moderated away. Suggesting, for example, that a particular problem could actually be solved with botulinum toxin rather than face yoga got the comment deleted and earned a warning.

It was heartbreaking to see some members sink into despair because, despite all their practice, they couldn’t reach their goals. They had believed the marketer’s unrealistic promises.

Unethical beauty marketing

I consider it unethical to market results that simply can’t be achieved.

People waste time, money and energy and keep looking for faults in themselves when the results they hope for never come.

At worst, facial exercises and face yoga can even make the original problem worse.

I’ve had to have botulinum toxin myself to undo the effects of overenthusiastic facial exercise, after the targeted muscles grew too strong and caused unwanted lines.

The journalist in 2022 and 2024, before and after botulinum toxin treatments
Botox melted away the weightlifter’s face. Before the treatments, my facial muscles were pumped and the masseters, the chewing muscles that widen the lower face, were massive. The dentist’s effective treatments shrank them, perhaps even a little too much from an aesthetic point of view.

Everyone uses their facial muscles differently

Some people wrinkle their nose, others don’t. Practically everyone uses their forehead and the muscles around the eyes, but the way we use our facial muscles is individual.

I naturally tend to pull down the corners of my mouth, which makes me look tired and angry.

I first tried aesthetic botulinum toxin in the summer of 2022.

The treatment targeted the depressor anguli oris (DAO) muscles, which pull the corners of the mouth down.

It took a few days for the toxin to kick in.

The side effect was a headache

For the first few days after the treatment, I had a headache.

It was probably because I was unconsciously trying to use muscles that were very strong in my face.

This side effect is common after a first treatment, and it went away on its own.

My angry look softened, and to my surprise my face ached a lot less.

Round two covered a bigger area

When it was time to repeat the Botox treatment after about three months, I gave the nurse free rein.

This time she also put a few injections into my forehead and around my eyes.

My expression became much more relaxed, and I noticed I had less tension in my facial muscles.

My heavy features melted at the dentist’s

Later, I went to a dentist for help with bruxism, or teeth grinding.

By then it was affecting my life so much that I woke up with sore cheeks and was getting through a lot of painkillers.

A night guard stops the teeth from breaking, but it didn’t stop the grinding.

Botulinum toxin did. With treatments every three months, I got rid of pain I’d had for as long as I could remember.

At different appointments, we looked at the different muscles causing the pain, and a lot of toxin was used. It worked.

My face finally became slimmer and more delicate

Before the treatments, my face had always been wide, whatever my weight.

My strong facial muscles had probably developed partly through stress, but also as a side effect of tensing my face during gym workouts.

I had what’s known as a weightlifter’s face.

I had assumed the width of my face was fat, but with botulinum toxin, the masseter muscle that widens the face, for example, melted away to nothing.

For the first time in my life, I had a really narrow face, even though I put on a little weight during the year-long treatment period.

A break before aesthetic treatments

After the dentist’s treatments, my face was perhaps even too narrow from a beauty point of view.

The treatment had targeted the symptom, not my appearance.

When I next started testing full-face botulinum toxin treatments with an aesthetic nurse, she first had me wait six months for my facial muscles to get stronger again.

Botulinum toxin is at its strongest a couple of weeks after the injections, and then the muscle gradually recovers. Treatments should be at least three months apart, but longer breaks can also make sense if the muscles have shrunk too much.

Aesthetic full-face Botox

The nurse’s full-face treatments focused on the beauty of my face as a whole, in three dimensions.

It wasn’t about fixing one spot but about the overall expression.

Natural-looking results where the face doesn’t freeze are this nurse’s signature. People who didn’t know often told me I was unbelievably beautiful naturally, which I found amusing.

These treatments always included a free follow-up two weeks later, when she topped up the treatment if needed.

That’s how I got an aesthetically optimized result.

The more I saw the same nurse, the better she got to know my face and how it responds. The results have improved over the years.

How the journalist’s face has changed over four years of botulinum toxin treatments
Four years of botulinum toxin treatments have made the journalist’s face more delicate and more rested-looking.

Botulinum toxin has trained my facial muscles

You can clearly see what the aesthetic treatments have done to my face in photos taken four years apart.

My expression has changed, as the photo shows. The muscles that used to be very strong haven’t gone back to how they were.

I’ve started to forget how to frown. I also no longer tense the large platysma muscle in my neck the way I used to.

Face yoga and facial exercise do play a part, in the sense that I now pay attention to which facial muscles I activate during gym exercises.

During a movement, it’s worth engaging the muscles that turn the corners of the mouth up and keeping the neck and forehead muscles as relaxed as possible.

Sometimes I also wear face tape at night to stop certain muscles from activating involuntarily.

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In an upcoming article, I’ll take a closer look at the treatment areas for aesthetic botulinum toxin, so stay tuned!

You can send me requests for that story on Instagram @toimittajatestasi, for example.

Further reading:

  1. Expert recommendation on aesthetic botulinum toxin treatment. Botulinum toxin type A injections are the world’s leading non-surgical aesthetic procedure, effective and with generally high patient satisfaction. An international expert group of plastic surgeons and dermatologists emphasizes a holistic approach based on facial analysis.

    Sundaram, H. et al. Global Aesthetics Consensus: Botulinum Toxin Type A – Evidence-Based Review, Emerging Concepts, and Consensus Recommendations for Aesthetic Use, Including Updates on Complications. Plastic and Reconstructive Surgery 2016.
    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/26910696/

  2. The global popularity of botulinum toxin treatments. In 2025, botulinum toxin was the world’s most common non-surgical aesthetic procedure for both women and men and in all age groups. Plastic surgeons performed around 7.3 million botulinum toxin treatments worldwide.

    International Society of Aesthetic Plastic Surgery (ISAPS). ISAPS International Survey on Aesthetic/Cosmetic Procedures Performed in 2025.
    https://www.isaps.org/media/ua4leneo/isaps-global-survey_2025.pdf

  3. Full-face treatment. In a small retrospective study, full-face botulinum toxin treatment reduced lines and improved facial symmetry and the jawline.

    Jalali, A. et al. Full-face aesthetic treatment with onabotulinumtoxin A: Results from a retrospective real world analysis. JPRAS Open 2025.
    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/41450448/

  4. Subtle dosing of botulinum toxin. A lower dose of botulinum toxin to modulate the muscles is appropriate when loss of tissue volume affects how the muscles function.

    Sundaram, H. et al. Global Aesthetics Consensus: Hyaluronic Acid Fillers and Botulinum Toxin Type A – Recommendations for Combined Treatment and Optimizing Outcomes in Diverse Patient Populations. Plastic and Reconstructive Surgery 2016.
    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/27119917/

  5. Face yoga and facial exercises. According to a recent systematic review, facial exercise, myofunctional therapy and facial massage have shown some regional improvements, but the evidence is not sufficient to reliably demonstrate their effectiveness in improving facial appearance.

    Seraj, S. S. et al. Efficacy of Conservative Techniques for Mechanical Facial Rejuvenation: A Systematic Review. Aesthetic Surgery Journal Open Forum 2025.
    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/41322034/

  6. Masseter muscles and facial width. Botulinum toxin injections are an established non-surgical treatment when a widened lower face is caused by enlarged masseter muscles.

    Ferrillo, M. et al. The Role of Botulinum Toxin for Masseter Muscle Hypertrophy: A Comprehensive Review. Toxins 2025.
    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC11860558/

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